My Green Cauldron

Spring is here, the Nettle has sprung!!!

It’s that time of year. The days are getting a a bit longer and a bit warmer. One of the first signs of spring here is the nettle starting to grow. Little purple leaves close to the ground, but be careful! those little leaves pack a mighty big punch! It won’t be long and those little purple leaved plants will grow up into the amazing nettle plant, useful for so many things. When the plants are under 6-12 inches i start to harvest the tender leaf tops. One of the things I love to do with the young leaves is to pickle them. This little recipe is from Rosemary Gladstar (if you don’t know her go and google her now!).

Pick the fresh tender tops of the plant, fill a jar to the top with vinegar with no nettle above the surface (i used a weight like those for fermenting). Add a couple of garlic cloves and maybe some cayenne. Cap tightly and let it sit for 8-12 weeks. We enjoy this with crackers, cheese, toasted bread. It’s a wonderful appetizer or dish to bring to those ladies nights!

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Transformation

The past couple of months many new opportunities have presented themselves and has brought transformation to our lives. On My older blog, Free-Range Family Farm, this was the first post i made there. We were shifting at that point in our lives too, life changing shifts for the better. As we are letting go of one trapeze bar, we are in the space in-between, hoping the next bar is swinging toward us, this excerpt came to mind. Very fitting for us right now.

Hurtling through the void, we just may learn how to fly.

we are at the beginning of our journey. i stumbled across this excerpt while doing some reading and it really really struck a chord with me. i definitely feel this way as we are making a life change, an attitude change, a view point change.

Sometimes I feel that i my life is a series of trapeze swings. I’m either hanging on to a trapeze bar swinging along or, for a few moments in my life, I’m hurtling across space in between trapeze bars I spend most of the time hanging on for dear life to my trapeze-bar—of-the-moment. It carries me along at a certain steady rate of swing and I have the feeling that I’m in control of my life. I know most of the right questions and even some of the right answers. But once in a while, as I’m merrily (or not so merrily) swinging along, I look ahead of me into the distance, and what do I see? I see another trapeze bar swinging toward me. |it’s empty, and I know, in that place that knows, that this new trapeze bar has my name on it. It is my next step, my growth, my aliveness coming to get me. In my heart-of-hearts I know that for me to grow, I must release my grip on the present, well-known bar to move to the new one, Each time it happens to me, I hope that I won’t have to grab the new one. But in that knowing place I know I must totally release my grasp on the old bar, and for some moment in time hurtle across space before I can grab onto the new one. Each time, I am filled with terror. It doesn’t matter that in all my previous hurtles across the void of unknowing, I have always made it. Each time I am afraid I will miss, that I will be crushed on the unseen rocks in the bottomless chasm between the bars. But I do it anyway. Perhaps this is the essence of what the mystics call the faith experience. No guarantees, no net, no insurance policy, but you do it anyway because somehow, to keep hanging onto that old bar is no longer on the list of alternatives. And so for an eternity that can last a microsecond or a thousand lifetimes, I soar across the dark void of “the past is gone, the future is not yet here.” |it’s called transition. I have come to believe that this is the place where real change occurs. I have noticed that, in our culture, this transition zone is looked upon as a “no—thing”, a no-place between places. Sure the old trapeze-bar was real, and that new one coming towards me, I hope that’s real too. But the void in between? That’s just a scary, confusing, disorienting “nowhere” that must be gotten through as fast and unconsciously as possible. What a waste! I have a sneaking suspicion that the transition zone is the only real thing, and the bars are illusions we dream up, to avoid where the real change, the real growth occurs for us. Whether or not my hunch is true, it remains that the transition zones in our lives are incredibly rich places. They should be honored, even savored. Yes, with all the pain and fear and feelings of being out-of-control that can (but not necessarily) accompany transitions, they are still the most alive, most growth-filled, passionate, expansive moments in our lives. And so, transformation of fear may have nothing to do with making fear go away, but Rather giving ourselves permission to “hang-out” in the transition between trapeze bars. Transforming our need to grab that new bar, any bar, is allowing ourselves to dwell in the place where change happens. lt can be terrifying. It can also be enlightening, in the true sense of the word. Hurtling through the void, we just may learn how to fly.

Candle Making

there is always something going on here, yesterday it was candle making! over the course of internet life i have taken many on line classes and workshop, camps and retreats. i have sewn, painted, drawn, and glued many things in my day. one of the many adventures was making candles. i was inspired by a little blue bottle i had in a box of knic-knacs. i thought it would be perfect for a candle. the candle making diy project i had needed more than one little bottle, so after acquiring a few more i was gathering stuff to make candles.

this is a really easy craft but the mess can be quite…..well messy. beeswax can be hard to clean out of your containers and off your stirring utensils. having specific items for working with beeswax is a good idea. you can use your everyday items, but you will spend a little extra time cleaning. i suggest using glass and stainless steel.

melting the beeswax and red palm oil in a double boiler is the first step, preparing the wicks and mixing in essential oils round out the end of the project. once they have started melting together I dip the wicks in the wax to coat them then lay the straight  on parchment paper. candlemaking2crop

Once the wax and the oil are melted i added about 9 grams of essential oil (lavender and lemongrass). i also added a little bit of melted wax and oil to the bottom of the containers. i pushed the coated wicks into that with a skewer and held them up with a clothes pin.

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and that’s about it. let them cool and harden. i did have to mind the wicks to keep them centered as they cooled.

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An-ti-ci-pppp-aaaaation

waiting and patience are both hard to do. this morning i sit with my coffee trying to remain in my center. so many thoughts and ideas, so many lists and bulleted tasks, and i am trying to remain patient and calm, centered. that’s a tall order. i remember as a child i would get sick with anticipation, literally. one stand out time is the night before a big school trip to an amusement park. i was so excited to go that i didn’t sleep at all and spent the night in the bathroom vomiting.

as i have grown that same stomach wrenching happened often, sometimes i’d ignore it and continue, most of the times it stopped me in my tracks. today i sit with the anticipation, i am sitting with the excitement but i am also trying to practice non-attachment. what if things don’t go the way i have figured in my mind? what if exactly the opposite happens than i thought? that’s a bunch of what if’s and i have thought through each scenario that could happen. this time is different though, this time i am not stopped in my tracks (or backtracking for that matter), i am not running for the bathroom!

What’s different this time? it’s a question i have asked myself. here is what i think maybe happening. i thought of all the outcomes that could possible happen, each and everyone that came to my mind, good, bad, and some rather funny and i sat with the results in each instance. i found that if i sit and work through each situation that it makes me feel at peace with whatever out come that presents itself. now that doesn’t mean that i am not working for my preferred outcome, because that is not true. i am immersing myself in the life that is around me, pursuing passions and living life. i have just come to a place that i am not so attached to that one outcome that cannot see all the other possibilities or outcomes.

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helping boomer practice patience

this doesn’t mean that i’m not excited about all the new opportunities presenting themselves, because i am. very very excited. i am just not so attached, i am walking the center of the road. i am excited about following my passions and i am saying yes more often. these small shifts have helped me enjoy this life. it’s ups and downs and all the opportunities that come my way, even when it was not my chosen course. i’m here to enjoy this life. a practice of patience and non-attachment has helped greatly.

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boomer helping me practice pateince

how do you practice patience and non-attachment?

Morning Silence

I am sitting here in front of the computer, working. the house is quiet, the coffee is hot and i am day dreaming.coffemorning

many changes have happened for me over the last year or so. ok so there have been lots of changing for many years, but recently it feels like changes are coming fast and faster. it is amazing how things can change so quickly. i have always been happy and content in my comfort zone (ok, not really. but that is another blog post. i felt safe in my comfort zone). lately i have been stepping out of that bubble, following my interest and my heart. i am saying yes to opportunities presented to me and that has made the biggest difference. so here in the silence of the morning, my me time, i contemplate all the changes and challenges. reaching out to things i have been called to, I’ve always thought and dreamed of doing. it’s rather exciting and for one of the first times ever i am not afraid to leave the comfort zone, i am not afraid of the changes or the challenges. the feelings i had felt before, stomach ache, headache, out-and-out fear, are no longer there. ok there is a little bit of fear, but the good kind that gets you prepared and excited for the new.

in the next few weeks and months I know that we will be shifting into something new and different. something that will change the direction (slightly) from where we are now and shift our life onto a new path. i will take the initial steps
with trepidation, anticipation, and great excitement. no longer will I hid in the safety of the comfort zone.

Winter is still here

Living in Michigan the weather can be unpredictable. warm, rainy and windy in February and snow, freezing temperatures and ice in march. it is what it is. i’m ready for spring!

the cold weather has made it easier to get my business inside he house done. there has been so much going on and coming up for my green cauldron. somethings are still in the works and i will hold off on those announcements until the time is right. BUT my green cauldron has launch an Etsy store (my green cauldron) for lotions, lip balms and teas! it is exciting to see and have so many love the lotion i make. it is slow going here in the beginning though. waiting for a sale (I’ve had one through the store). i never realized just how much there is to do to sell something you make online. it is a BIG learning curve, that means i am having a great time. i love diving and learning something new.

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lotion labels printed and ready to go.

i am also very excited about all the ideas flowing forth for My Green Cauldron. i think the point has come in my journey that i am stepping out of the comfort zone and doing what i have always wanted! i want to open up our home/space to our friends for workshops, art, music, tribe/community gatherings. this cold weather is putting a bit of a damper on that. Josh and i have got a couple of things scheduled (hula hoop making and mushroom log inoculation) and i am extra excited about it. plans for re-doing the pole barn are in the making so that we can host more people here.

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so over the next few weeks/months we will be expanding our offerings, growing slowly and organically to become something i have been dreaming about.

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Circling, creating, manifestation and mandalas

Over the weekend i invited some friends over to create art. Not just any art but intention setting mandalas! the new moon occurred this weekend also, a powerful one. on my journey i am trying to be more mindful of the cyclic way of the things. I am exploring the moon cycle as a way of being more focus on the intentions/goals/growth that i have in the upcoming month. not only will following the phases of the moon help me see the progress of my goals and journey, the power of the moon cycle and phases themselves can help with the manifestation.

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The new moon phase of the lunar cycle is the time to set your intentions. you can do this in many ways from writing a manifestation list to creating art. this month i chose to create art. Not just any art but mandalas (gosh i love those things!!). intention setting mandalas. i love this project. the first one i did was for mandala magic, setting our intentions for the course over the next year.

i invited some friends to join me in this powerful new moon to set our intentions for the next month. i took a couple of pictures but it was so much fun chatting and creating with two of my close friends. powerful.

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the process. my favorite part.

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finished mandalas

it’s always interesting to see what ends up in your collage, what messages you can pick out for yourself from yourself.

mandalas are powerful.

circling is powerful.

art is powerful.

When women circle and create with purpose, powerful things happen.